How can a girl so weak unleash a force so strong?

Untitled.

2009-11-04T19:48:00.003+08:00

It seems like I only update this blog when I have something to complain about but that's only because at times you just feel like no one is there to listen to you anymore. nonsense, i know. And all my updates have been nonsense too.

I won't say I have been working my ass off but I have attempted to :P On the other hand, I have joined Rugby which is amazingly fun than the fun I expected to have. And this Sunday will be my first official match. Makes me nervous day by day.

I have exams just around the corner and tonight, I am determined to finish off 2 of my assignments that have been hanging on my shoulder just so I can start revising earlier. Hopefully this determination of mine will not fade away. Hee hee.

But first and foremost... I just got back from training and I need a shower. :D

Darn! Time does pass by so quickly, doesn't it?

How..

2009-10-17T22:18:00.001+08:00

..do you control yourself from being so.....cranky around this time of the month? Help?

I guess..

2009-10-16T09:19:00.000+08:00

..the best thing to do is to shut up.

Still the girl you knew a year plus ago :)

2009-09-25T12:51:00.002+08:00

I was reading some old messages that I find worth keeping and I love reading over and over again and made me realise how much I miss getting cute and cheesy messages (from you, obviously). I miss crossing the streets in Bandar complaining how full and lazy I was being to go back to the office. I remember a lot. And when I remember all this, I get smitten with it. Over and over again.

Raya is always special cause it always brings me back to the very first time we got acquainted. HEE HEE.

This is just something I have in mind

AB3-Kerinduan

2009-09-18T13:16:00.002+08:00

Constant as the stars above, always know that you are loved.

Rai, you gave me this song a couple months back and it's on repeat. It's your song now. I Miss and love you!

Al-Fatihah.

I get annoyed...

2009-08-29T13:31:00.003+08:00

...by those indonesian series that act as if they're Malaysians with the whole slangs and whatnots, it's just annoying! But after what I have seen in TV just few minutes ago, I do not think I will get annoyed by those series anymore. At home, we have access to the indon news 24hrs so basically we're always kept updated with what's happening over there. This one particular video that they showed in the news just now was just very, heartbreaking. The video showed a bunch of so-called Malaysian policemen punching, kicking, slapping an Indonesian man (for I do not know what reason pasal sakit hati ku melihatttt!) which I find very STUPID because they got his hands tied up and proved that some people are just barbaric! Urgh bari sakit hati banar-banar!

The news posted a website address where the video can be found so I decided to check the website out because I wanted to show the video to my sisters BUT......it turned out that the website has so many porn videos in it so malas tah ku kan browse. Aku lagi puasa. And then aku hairan, kenapa durang post arah the tv ah :s indakan durang yang salah. Which also got me thinking, kenapa inda saja aku YouTube? -_-"

Assalamualaikum.

Note to self.

2009-08-28T11:43:00.002+08:00

Please stop being lazy and do your work.

And please stop downloading songs!!

and

Selamat berpuasa :)

A couple of nights ago...

2009-08-13T15:04:00.006+08:00

...I felt like posting something but keadaan inda mengizinkan, the modem had to die on its own will. Inda pulang ku tahu why I'm telling that :P

I used to have a "soft spot" for rats. Macam, kalaw ya ada berjalan-jalan, inda jua ku mahu liat ya kena bunuh! But now, kalaw ku boleh squish and strangle the rat/mice that has been munching on my bar soap every single nightttttttt, I would get someone to squish it for me X) pasal sasak ku bah! Everytime I change to a new one, there would be a new mark. Gali jua ku kan pakai balik tu. Palui rat/mice/squirrel/musang nya!! So now I've changed to body wash, inda ya dapat gigit-gigit!

Therefore, I hate rats now! Benci ku! Gali kuuuu! You see what it's done?!

Jijik jua tuu!

Oh sama, aku mau aniiiiiiiii!! :(

I am...

2009-07-15T00:21:00.001+08:00

...the world's biggest disappointment! And happy birthday to me :-)

Maybe I am getting old and forgetful...

2009-07-14T14:40:00.003+08:00

...because I actually forgot that tomorrow is my birthday! How that happened?!! Heh! But I am happy because I gained 0.5kg. It's an improvement ;) and I am determined to gain 5kgs at least by November! It's just that everyone's so determined to lose weight by November so I thought, I might as well be "in the club" even though I've an "odd" goal!

And I am actually thinking of changing the address of this blog, although I know I hardly update.

You're too sweet :) mahal kita!

I guess...

2009-06-17T13:39:00.003+08:00

...I will smile. Just for you :)

Despite of every little thing that tends to push me down (oh no emo alert!!), yesterday was actually a good day to smile! I am going to say that I am proud of myself, not so much but I guess I deserve to be. I know I could've done better but it also could've been worst so I am very grateful. I just hope it'll keep up!

Thank you everyone for the congratulatory messages - macam manang award saja - but I think for once I actually made the important people in my life proud. And of course, I am proud of you too :)

2 sems down, 6 more to go. This shouldn't be able to feel this ride, right?

like a flash

2009-06-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

what a crazy month.

knock me down

2009-06-02T23:04:00.001+08:00

sɒltɪ pʌpkɒn wɑzən θə sɑɪm wɪðɑʊt jʊ.

It's not like...

2009-05-17T10:41:00.000+08:00

...I have powers in my hands... no rights to speak my mind.

2009-05-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

I guess I built my castle too high.

2009-05-13T14:44:00.000+08:00

All I am asking for right now is strength.

Going psycho with psychology

2009-05-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

I've said a million times before that I have the memory of a goldfish and this was just recently proven while I was revising my Psycho notes. Here's what I've found:

Short-Term Memory

Capacity: Limited (tick)
Duration: Short. Approximately 5-20 seconds (tick)

So me :( hahaha. Wait. I've kind of found a solution to this too. PAY ATTENTION!

I may not make sense but wish me luck for my exam which starts on the 4th! And thanks in advanced (if you do wish me luck :P)

Gonna be on a "hiatus" again! HA HA!

My boy.

2009-03-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

I may come in last, blog-wise, to wish you a happy birthday but it's not 12 so it's not over yet. And this post may not be as sweet but I still hope you had a blast. Well, of course you did. You have all the wonderful friends in the world and I am happy for you.

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki. Amin.
I love you.

Happy 21st Birthday.

New link

2009-03-22T09:12:00.006+08:00

I have just added a new link. I know, not much of a big deal but I've been meaning to add the link ages ago but I have just been forgetting quite a lot :P (don't blame a person who has the memory of a goldfish! hehe)

Seriously! A site that needs to be checked out! Guaranteed to make you drool at every picture :P well, at least that's what it does to me.

Check it out! The Self Inspired Chef! <-- click on!!! :D or just click on the link that's under PHA! Obviously the one with the chef thingy on it :P

and lastly...................................Enjoy DROOLING ;)

you ah why you like this?

2009-03-11T22:44:00.001+08:00

I is like to talk like this because I is already sakit kepala talking proper english.

Comprehende?

Gracias.

sakit kepala punya pasal

2009-03-05T01:34:00.004+08:00

Aku was going through Aa's blog skali aku nampak ani macam siuk! Sakit kepala ku kan menghabiskan psychology ah! -_-

1) Say you marry the last person you texted, what's your last name?
= I think he mentioned Ronaldoze? Hahaha.

2) When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
= Uhhhh. Last night. Bukan pulang movie :P

3) Are any of your texts in your inbox locked?
= Yeahuh.

4) Is there one person that you'll always have feelings for?
= Ummm ex boyfriends wise or dead people wise. If exs wise, nada.

5) How many cell phones have you had in your life?
= Uhhh 3 kali.

6) What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
= Cousin ku gila menyumpah orang di padang tadi time meliat DPMM main! Orrrr was it few days ago hehehe

7) When was the last time you were told you were cute?
= Uhhh inda ku ingat.

8) What was the last drink you had?
= A-yer~

9) Who called you first this morning?
= no morning calls today

10) Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
= Inda. I went to sleep lalah mode.

11) How long can you go without your phone?
= depends
12) Were you happy when you woke up today?
= of course :-)

13) If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
= Umm they say we're not supposed to mourn for the dead so I do not tink I would go back in time. Awuuu kill joy aku ani.

14) Are you the youngest person living in your house?
= No ho ho.

15) Have you ever quoted a line from a movie?
= Umm not that I remember. WAIT! Ada ada ada! From Ip man, part when he said it's not that he's afraid of his wise but it's "respecting my wife". ESEH! or something around that line lah.

16) Do you like candy corn?
= Nopes.

17) Did you ever want to be a lawyer?
= unfortunately. Sekali dulu ku liat bosses ku semua stress I think I'll skip. Not like I have a choice anyway.

18) If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
= Yeah!

19) Do you have a bad temper?
= seasonal.

20) Do you still speak to any of your classmates from elementary school?
= ummm..

21) Do you remember the first rated-R movie you saw?
= rated R ani apa?

22) What is one thing you spend way too much money on?
= I am not so sure :S

23) Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
= there is good in everybody. Except Bush, barangkali hehe.

24) What TV show should never stop running?
= FRIENDS!!

25) Who was the last person you talked to in person?
= mi sister.

26) In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
= I zunno :S

27) Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
= Umm inda. I wish someone was here right now though hehe.

28) Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
= From mi bebeh and one from mi mami

29) What are you drinking right now?
= I'm constantly swallowing my saliva?

30) What kind of shirt are you wearing?
= Baju tidur.

31) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
= ni, awal ani :)

32) Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
= never, even though pernah hahaha.

33) What color are your eyes?
= typical Asian colour. Dark brown. Bukan perasan. Yang bana nya nieh~

34) Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
= Depends if the car annoying berbunyi :P but most of the time, yeah hehe. Safety first! *tell-a-friend*

35) Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
= I do not know if you consider now on the phone if you get what I mean.

36) Have you ever kissed someone that smokes?
= tunggu. aku check dulu siapa membaca ni!

37) Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
= I can actually write a hell lot of shit for this question but naleh ku so long story cut short *chop* ummmm nada kali.

ABIS CHA?!

ole ole ole ole~

Sallydoll.

2009-02-28T18:00:00.002+08:00

Thank god for a Sunday tomorrow. I think i might actually do a little catching up with my room. Cleaning it that is. It's getting on my last nerve sudah. So... tomorrow's plan is to:

1. do my laundry
2. clean my room.
3. clean my toilet.
4. BARU TAH KU MANDI! Sal I do not like the idea of getting sweaty again after ku mandi therefore, mandi comes later hehehe.

Other than that, no plans yet. I doubt ada.

Looks like there won't be much of a 'holiday' for me. I've got a pile of assignments to do for March and Monday kami skulah. Awal lagi ku :(

Finally got to meet up with my Sallydoll! Inda jua kau berisi tuu. Macam biasaaa juaa. Banar! :D

Anddddd... boyfriend ku kiyut! Hee x) bye!

Warning! Content very cheesy! =P

2009-02-14T22:43:00.005+08:00

This post stands on its own for only and non other than my boyfriend :) (who is already asleep by now by the way -_-)

Why do people smile when no one's smiling?
It's cause they're thinking of someone they're loving.
I've got the sweetest love, there ain't nothing sweeter.
Nothing can beat this :)

15 things about my boyfriend.

1. He's the cutest.
2. He sings the best
3. I still think he looks hot even when he sweats from playing football
4. He's a bit too cranky ;P
5. He's charming when he's really cheesy.
6. He's the sweetest man on earth, after my dad :)
7. He has his own ways with his words.
8. He has weird taste in girls (haha yes, I am weird :P)
9. He's cute when he sleeps.
10. He doesn't snore.
11. He makes cute noises when he sleeps.
12. He smokes too much -_-
13. He drives like he owns the road :P
14. He cracks me with his jokes.
15. and most of all he's my lifesaver :)

I could go on and on and on and on and on writing this list but I'll stop here.

I love you Baby :) So much and more. Happy one year anniversary :)

what would your flavour be, miss?

2009-02-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

5 days left and tonight, it tastes like orange.

-

2009-02-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

I do not think you quite know how you made me feel today. Then again what I say doesn't matter to anyone anyway.

"Yay!"